Am i a bad person

okay so i have a lot going on and the stress of being in constant pain and everything is getting to me... 

so an old problem i haven't seen in years has arisen....

this may seem silly...

but as i have never told anyone about this...

it's hard for me to talk about....

but i feel a split personality coming on me again after many years and i don't like it....

i am trying to fight it...

because it's not something i want....

but it's something that is occurring....

am i a bad person for this...

i am trying so hard for this not to happen but it's slowly creeping up on me...

i don't know how and i don't know why!!!
but this is a really scary place for me to be in...

as  i am still trying to find myself as a person given everything i have been through....

i'm terrified....

but the question is am i the only one???
And am i a bad person??????

Regards;

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