Am i a bad person

No , you are not a bad person; you are just going down a rocky path . Stick with the good things and try and ignore the bad things running through your mind. 

It is never too late to learn to open up and really communicate with others; your GP,a close friend or someone on this site. 

You are not alone on here.

Take care of yourself. 

Big hugs x

Nope 100 per cent not a bad person *have another big hug* take one day at a time, your have good days and bad ones, just ride it out hun

thanks guys i really appreciate it

god bless you

No problem trust me, i dont feel human anymore i feel angry and hurt and thats about it lol 

I felt as if I had 2 or 3 personalities in my head at one time and it`s logical to think it will get worse , but along with some other strange symptoms I found they subsided as soon as my depression improved ( along with feelings of guilt and being bad ) .

yeah its really weird how the brain can mess you around, keep talking though :) 

In the depths of dark depression logic thinking goes out of the window. 

Depression has so many symptoms but as long as you get the help and truly accept it then along with helping yourself and preparing yourself for the 2 steps forward 3 steps back approach will banish those symptoms.

Don't beat yourself up on low days; accept it and move on.

Little by little, day by day.

I wish you well.

thanks guys well to be honest things just got a whole lot worse for me so it's sucking me in and i hate it to be honest and my G.P is no help...

so i just don't know what to do

DiGyal have you tried seeing a different GP or have you got a community mental health team? 

I have felt really bad recently :/ So they want me to try a new medication next week which i am scared about because it can mess you up even more at least it can be very bad reaction with your blood work :/