Am i a bad person

well because of how the g.p thinks all her thoughts come into account the system is flawed and has failed me yet again,

i don't need medication as of my allergies they can't give me much medicine...

besides i hate taking them...

and i used to deal with one until it cut ties with me...

all i needed was my husband to hold me and tell me i am not ugly amongst other things...

but right now i am missing my mum so much she could move mountains for me...

this is so messed up i am alone and i hate it

Dont give in whatever you do, things will improve in theory , its really difficult, espically if people are not supportive or GP lets you down, its happened to me alot.

Do remeber in theory it get better, just litually take one day at a time, we all have those good days and very very bad days.

Look after yourself

thanks i am doing my best to do that

Good thats all you can do :)

Take care and keep chatting :)

Am I a Bad Person?

But as i have never told anyone about this? In a lovely way, how do you know already that your bad?

it's hard for me to talk about.. This is a key point ask yourself why, for me no support and what I did was change the people in my life including some family members for now. 

Occurring for me now is I am making bad choices now. Hugs

Split personality coming on me, you ever asked yourself do you know better? 
As been a bad person is doing harm to others in reality including Nature.

I don't know how and i don't know why!!!
but this is a really scary place for me to be in... i would change the things I am used to, one by one,. Then find the real you and I dont mean it, in a god way as I am an atheist and also a Veteran.  If we do bad to others even over the other side of the world, Karma follows Have faith in who you are not gossip..

I also feel the fact you questioned yourself may say, you are a good person. :) Prove me Right. :)

thanks Lee,

but it's just with things as they are and no i don't do harm to others that's just wrong as for nature it's the same thing...

i care too....

i am just trying to figure things out though

I think you already have for yourself..:) Drive forward create better things it's better than things that make us question? Support while we question is good too..

U are not a bad person at all you are just going down a rocky path which we all do at time  Just think of all the good times u have had in ur life and all the things that have made u smile. And try and ignore the bad things running through your mind because some time they do try and get the better of u and if u let them take over ur life u will never get away from the way u dont want to feel/

It is never too late to learn to open up i am here if u need a chat and i will try my hardest to help you.

Take care of yourself. 

No one here is a bad person i think, mental health illness thats bad but guess what thats no ones fault, it just happens we dont have control over it sometimes! So dont blame yourself, remeber its the illness not you! 

You can have abit of control but its very difficult and sometimes illness takes over as i know it is for me currently!

Take care and dont give up! 

from

Hazel

thanks guys