I am struggling, I have been for months now. I am a loner, my dog is the only reason i move or i would be like a tortoise. I have lived with daily suicidal thoughts for decades, but today i feel closer..I'm less able to reason with them...I am lost
I feel frozen, i cant do anything i enjoy, I am a lump, useless wasting space time and oxygen
your definitely not alone, i litually cannot take much for crap from life today was horrible for me.
I dont really feel anything just emptyness, and yes my psy team know everything, but this is a scary thought the whole of the UK right there are no beds left in mental health today how bad is that! :O
No your not useless or a wasting space time and oxygen, use your voice to talk about stuff sometimes it helps sometimes not but better then sitting in silence, trust me i have done that all of my life but i dont want to anymore.
So i am talking about stuff about my mental health for once in my life and i am trying to help others too .
Take time to look after yourself and be kind to yourself, mental illness is no ones fault!
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hazel
bad dayshttps://www.carenity.co.uk/forum/other-discussions/living-with-behavioural-disorders-mental-illne/bad-days-10712016-05-24 17:34:13
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26/05/2016 at 01:01
Thank you for your thoughtful response. I'm improved today....just plodding on
bad dayshttps://www.carenity.co.uk/forum/other-discussions/living-with-behavioural-disorders-mental-illne/bad-days-10712016-05-26 01:01:39
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26/05/2016 at 07:39
Glad you have had abit of improvement and no problem, anytime :)
bad dayshttps://www.carenity.co.uk/forum/other-discussions/living-with-behavioural-disorders-mental-illne/bad-days-10712016-05-26 07:39:03
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I am struggling, I have been for months now. I am a loner, my dog is the only reason i move or i would be like a tortoise. I have lived with daily suicidal thoughts for decades, but today i feel closer..I'm less able to reason with them...I am lost
I feel frozen, i cant do anything i enjoy, I am a lump, useless wasting space time and oxygen