Feelings

i now have spinal arthritis,& osteo arthritis in my hips, my spine is (s)  shaped,every day is like a week, i dont  know what to do with myself. i feel uptight and nervous all the time, i suffer with anxiety , i have now got no sexual feelings,which make me even worse i dont feel like im a man anymore, i feel useless,i have type 2 diabetes,which adds to my list,if only i could come,it would relieve my tensions and make me feel good again,hopefully.