How to define the word 'vunerable' I am pretty messed up at the moment. Found a great doctor though. Taking my meds although really want to be stoned. Dont know who to trust? most friends want me for sex. I love sexy time but need cuddles and someone to let me be sad without fear or judgment.
Sound like you need to take some 'me' time and re-learn how to love and comfort yourself. Trust in only yourself. If someone uses you, cut them out your life, you should have no time for anyone that is a negative entity in your life. Maybe at some point you'll be in the right headspace to forgive them and allow them back in but right now you need to protect and look after yourself. The right 'forever' person that suits you will find you once you've found yourself.
Have you had a look at Health & Wellbeing groups near you that you can self refer to? I've got friends with complex emotional and mental conditions that swear it saves their lives.
I smoke green every single day but i'd say lay off it for a while, it's an easy escape but if you've got a lot going on you need to concentrate on empowering yourself and not hiding in the green fog ;)
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How to define the word 'vunerable' I am pretty messed up at the moment. Found a great doctor though. Taking my meds although really want to be stoned. Dont know who to trust? most friends want me for sex. I love sexy time but need cuddles and someone to let me be sad without fear or judgment.